Lost in the dreams, caught in a world
Sailing the ship, while sinking unheard
Surviving somehow, dying inside
If only I can keep things aside
To lie down and sleep
Roam in and around my dream
To get lost in one of those
To believe in what I once chose
Fell down while crawling
Disappointed in self but yet enduring
Living in a bubble just to burst
Not learning from mistakes that I made at first
Time and over
Down on road I have been on before
Running from self or from reality
Couldn't stand the way I'm looking at me
Chasing uncertainty while following a pattern
Diffusing in a ring like Saturn
Scream that I can hear inside
So mute and nebulous outside
Not able to sink not able to swim
Hell I just need one win
To get lost in my dreams again
only to get caught in the world of sane.
